Spiritual Athlete

We are faced with a sobering question in today’s Gospel (Luke 13.22-30), as we here a man asking Jesus, “Will only a few be saved?” And maybe he is asking because he is wondering of his own salvation. Maybe, at one point or another, we have asked of ourselves the same question, “Will I be saved? Will I go to heaven?” Jesus responds with an equally sobering response; “Many will try to enter [through the narrow door] and will not be able?” What does this mean for us? If our God is a God of love would he not want all of us to be with him. The answer is “YES, ABSOLUTELY!” And yet his response for some, as he says, will be, “I do not know where you come from.” I think the reality of this is that many have presumed that they are saved by baptism or take comfort in the presumption that the vast majority of people will go to heaven and so they try to be good and end up in that crowd. Yet scripture states it very clearly, and differently than this. And so what are we to do?

One thing this scripture places on my heart is the call to urgency, to act now! We are encouraged and challenged by Jesus’ words; “Strive to enter through the narrow door; for many… will try to enter and will not be able.”

As I was reflecting on this Gospel for today, I couldn’t help but think of the Olympics, which are just wrapping up today after a couple of weeks of events. I have been really captivated by many of the athletes as I watch them and hear their stories. These athletes, I imagine many of them, have been in intense training for years to prove that they can make it and stand among the top in the world. I also imagine for most, if not all, this requires intense discipline, a strict diet, grueling commitment, and pushing through the pain; they have to eat and sleep with their goal in mind, to push to limit and be the best. How will they know that they are the best, that they are able to make it? By giving it everything that they have.

Also, behind every great athlete is a coach, someone who knows how to guide them down the one right path and who has usually gone there before them. They push you to accomplish great and difficult things, sometimes things you never thought you could do. And so, likewise, we are not alone as we have the example of our great teacher, Jesus. He leads the way for us by taking up his cross. He is the narrow gate, and so it is only by following him and comforming to him that we are able to enter.

It seems to me then that this is our answer, we must be spiritual athletes; striving to enter through the narrow gate. This is our spiritual training program, if our goal is heaven. There are many paths that lead away from this narrow door, but only one that leads to it; the path of Jesus. There will only be victory for those who are willing to push on.

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It is not an easy thing. As we hear in the letter to the Hebrews (12.5-7,11-13), “Endure trials for the sake of discipline.” You must be willing to walk the path of love in all that you do every day and you must take up your cross and be willing to endure the trials of resisting temptation. Ultimately you must be willing to surrender to the grace of God and then allow that grace to invade every aspect of your life so that grace flows through you and into the wider world.

So today I encourage you to take consolation that you have a loving coach, a loving teacher, who is willing to show you the way if you are but willing to commit and push on! There is no better day than today. There is no better moment than now!

 

Further reading:

Isaiah 66.18-21

Psalm 117

A Devouring fire

“I came to bring to bring fire to the earth… I came, not to bring peace, but rather division.”

These words of Jesus are intense. His words make clear the purpose he came for, to embody the all-devouring love of God who has a passion for us that doesn’t let us settle in mediocrity, but rather calls us to something greater. These words also speak a truth that sets aside any notion of compromise and coexistence with evil. The truth is that we are in a constant battle. And in order for there to be true peace and holiness there must be clarity in our lives, not compromise. There are two camps, not a third, one must win while the other loses! Jesus is the one who can bring clarity to our lives!

In today’s first reading(Jeremiah 38.4-6, 8-10) we hear about the prophet Jeremiah, a man who spoke clarity which he received from God. And he was hated for it! Jeremiah was amidst God’s Chosen people, the Israelites, and was sharing God’s word with them; that they would face destruction by the Babylonian empire because of their sins. However, the popular opinion of the people was that they needed to fight and that God would deliver them, as he had in the past from other oppressors and foes. And so they didn’t believe Jeremiah’s message. And this was even in a Theocoratic culture, a culture that widely recognized God. Jeremiah was hated for speaking God’s word to them.

Earlier in Jeremiah we hear the famous verse, “I know the plans I have for you… plans to prosper you and not to harm, plans to give you a future full of hope.” And Jeremiah stood in that truth. He stood against the popular opinion of his day and chose to stand uncompromising on God’s word and was hated for it, even being thrown into a cistern.

We also are called to stand, as Jeremiah did, uncompromising in the truth against all that is a lie in our world today. But how was Jeremiah able to stand amidst the culture of his day with such strength? He was consumed by this fire that Jesus speaks of in the Gospel; the devouring fire. This image of fire is important. Fire is powerful and transformative! It gives warmth and also consumes and destroys. When I think of fire I always think of forest fires. You can see the devastating effects of fire out of control, devouring everything in its path. As devastating as it is have you seen, years later, an area devastated by a forest fire? It is flourishing, space is made for new life and new growth; seeds that were unseen now take life and so are able to flourish.

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In the same way, in order to establish his kingdom on earth Jesus had to clear out, burn away, and destroy certain things; all that is false. And he seeks to do this in our hearts and our lives. Instead of settling for the ways of our fallen world he calls us to take a stand, as Jeremiah did, in his promise; not caring what others will think and not settling for what will make others “happy”, by our compromising (and this comes even in our own families), but only settling for the truth. It will most definitely never be the easy way, but it is this fire that will burn away all the underbrush and the dead wood in us that clings to this world and that will leave us open to grow and flourish in the all-devouring love and truth of God.

As we read from St.Paul’s letter to the Hebrews; “Consider Jesus who endured such hostility against himself from sinners, so that you may not grow weary or lose heart.”

So let us actively seek out His fire to consume our hearts, knowing the goodness and truth that it will bring!

 

Further Reading:

Psalm 40

Hebrews 12.1-4

Luke 12.49-53

Build a bigger barn! Or not!

I’d like to start by sharing a story with you that I heard once:

A vacationing American businessman standing on the pier of a quaint 
coastal fishing village in southern Mexico watched as a small boat with 
just one young Mexican fisherman pulled into the dock. Inside the small 
boat were several large yellowfin tuna. Enjoying the warmth of the early afternoon sun, the American complimented the Mexican on the quality of 
his fish.

"How long did it take you to catch them?" the American casually asked. 

"Oh, a few hours," the Mexican fisherman replied. 

"Why don't you stay out longer and catch more fish?" the American 
businessman then asked. 

The Mexican warmly replied, "With this I have more than enough to meet my family's needs." 

The businessman then became serious, "But what do you do with the rest of your time?" 

Responding with a smile, the Mexican fisherman answered, "I sleep late, 
play with my children, watch ball games, and take siesta with my wife. 
Sometimes in the evenings I take a stroll into the village to see my 
friends, play the guitar, sing a few songs..." 

The American businessman impatiently interrupted, "Look, I have an MBA 
from Harvard, and I can help you to be more profitable. You can start by fishing several hours longer every day. You can then sell the extra fish you catch. With the extra money, you can buy a bigger boat. With the 
additional income that larger boat will bring, before long you can buy a second boat, then a third one, and so on, until you have an entire fleet of fishing boats."

Proud of his own sharp thinking, he excitedly elaborated a grand scheme 
which could bring even bigger profits, "Then, instead of selling your 
catch to a middleman you'll be able to sell your fish directly to the 
processor, or even open your own cannery. Eventually, you could control 
the product, processing and distribution. You could leave this tiny 
coastal village and move to Mexico City, or possibly even Los Angeles or New York City, where you could even further expand your enterprise." 

Having never thought of such things, the Mexican fisherman asked, 
"But how long will all this take?" 

After a rapid mental calculation, the Harvard MBA pronounced, "Probably about 15-20 years, maybe less if you work really hard." 

"And then what, señor?" asked the fisherman. 

"Why, that's the best part!" answered the businessman with a laugh. "When the time is right, you would sell your company stock to the public and become very rich. You would make millions." 

"Millions? Really? What would I do with it all?" asked the young 
fisherman in disbelief. 

The businessman boasted, "Then you could happily retire with all the 
money you've made. You could move to a quaint coastal fishing village 
where you could sleep late, play with your grandchildren, watch ball 
games, and take siesta with your wife. You could stroll to the village in the evenings where you could play the guitar and sing with your friends all you want."

"What do you think I am doing right now?" asked the fisherman.

The question I want to share with you today and ponder is “What is the state of my soul?” “Where is my heart?”

From the story you just heard we see an example of someone who is content with their life,  living from God’s provision. It contrasts with the story of the man who hoarded his goods, in the Gospel today(Luke 12.13-21), highlighting for us what greed does. I imagine he took a lot of time to collect all his crops and then to destroy and rebuild his barns, and it seems to me that it was at the exclusion of all else, including the state of his soul.

It seems to me that there is no middle ground to stand on here. The moment we become greedy for ourselves we stop being generous. This can apply to many facets of our life, not just with wealth. The moment we stop being generous with our gifts, talents, and treasures is the moment that we are taken over with greed and the moment we turn away from God. Why didn’t the man share out of the wealth he had with those in need? It would have saved him a lot of time and money.

The truth is, that any time we seek fulfillment in anything apart from God our world is incomplete without Him whom we were created for.

This reminds me of the famous quote from St.Augustine: “Our hearts are restless until they rest in you O Lord.”

I watched a movie recently “The Bee Movie”. Have any of you seen it? It is an animated kids movie. It seems I watch a lot of these lately. The story is about a honey bee, Barry, who after going to college realizes he will be forever stuck in the same job at the hive. Through a series of events he meets a human and shockingly discovers that humans take the bees honey to eat. He is also shocked to discover the exploitation of bees and so decides to sue the humans. Winning the case, and now with no more demand for honey, the sudden stockpile puts every bee out of a job. As a result, without anything to pollinate them, the world’s flowers slowly begin to die out. I won’t give away any more of the story. We can see what Barry’s greed ends up leading to; death. When we are not living for what we are made for we are not content and this has an effect on us and on the world; quite a negative effect really. When we realize what our purpose is, even without initially realizing what it is, we can live out of that purpose and it brings our lives meaning and fulfillment.

I know I have to remind my self often, that I am a pilgrim on a journey on this earth. My life; being preparation for a final destination. If one day I want to live in the beauty of God it makes sense to me that anything else, besides Him, will just be a distraction! In the words of St. Paul that we hear in the second reading; “Christ is all and in all.”

So let us seek today to be generous with our lives; to open our eyes and our hearts so that we can see God in all things, drawing us to Himself, bringing life to our hearts, and our souls, and our lives.

 

Further Reading:

Ecclesiastes 1.2; 2.21-23

Psalm 90

Colossians 3.1-5, 9-11

 

 

Have you lost your life lately?

“Whoever loses their life for my sake will save it;” with these words Jesus calls us to be intentional about the faith that we profess and about being his followers. This is one of the great paradoxes of the Christian life; how can we lose our life and yet still save it?

When I think of losing something it is usually due to some neglect on my own part, me maybe not being fully present in that moment or simply forgetting where I put something. However Jesus speaks of this “losing our life” as something done quite intentionally. So this is not something we can merely do by accident.

Why would we want to lose our life?
Because Christ has promised us much more than what the world has to offer. That sounds pretty good to me!

So how do we lose our life then?
Jesus Christ sums it up in the sentence previous; “If anyone wants to become my follower, let him deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me.” That doesn’t sound so nice though.It it is a choice we must make, a daily decision to follow in Christ’s steps, to follow his way. As St.Paul says, “I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live… I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.” (Galatians 2:20)
And it begins when we choose Christ over ourselves. But how do we get to this point of having a faith like what St.Paul speaks of.

This may seem like a complicated task or maybe even unattainable, so I want to break it down into practical steps, as I like to do for myself.

Denying ourselves means making small daily sacrifices. As a parent this is kind of built in, as we are constantly making sacrifices for our children, but what may seem like small and insignificant actions, like going without dessert(or something you really enjoy eating) and offering a prayer for someone you know who is struggling with an addiction, or doing a task that you really don’t want to do or don’t enjoy doing as a prayer for someone who is sick or dying to ease their pain. These little things, when united in prayer and done intentionally with love, mean a lot and help us to unite ourselves with Christ and his body.

Taking up our cross means opening ourselves to God’s grace. He can give us the strength to face the challenges in our lives through the sacraments; Reconciliation or Confession, and the Eucharist, through conversation with him in prayer. Making these three simple things a priority in our lives helps us to embrace God’s will for us and helps us to build good virtues.
For example, imagine a pianist who has taken up his daily cross, learning scales and basic music. Soon enough, he is able to play complex pieces of music. But consider a student who has refused daily practice. Now, looking at the notes of even one of a simple piece and trying to play it seems impossible—and it likely is. The daily cross of practice helps avoid the nearly impossible crosses that would inevitably come without it. –Msgr. Charles Pope

Following Christ means moving outward, serving Him in others. This can be as simple as an intentional smile or a wave, a conversation or making a meal. It is going out of our way to bring the Christ in us, “who has first loved and given himself for us”, to another.

In a world where traditional Christian values are no longer the ‘norm’; where we are faced with the killing of vulnerable persons and a loss of respect for life, and where mediocrity and relativism are ever present, among many other things, we must be intentional about losing our lives for Christ! It is too easy to fall in to our own personal preferences or to settle with the ways of the world, to find the middle road. But in order to lose your life He must become everything to you!

What will your choice be for today? It is only in losing your life that you will truly find it! It is a daily choice!

 

Scriptures for today:

Zechariah 12.10-11

Psalm 63

Luke 9.18-24

Loved through Sorrow & Woe

The stories we hear in the Sciptures today start out as sad stories, stories about death, yet they are not without hope as death is short lived and we see what we have to look forward to, maybe not in this life but in eternity. They also show us the true desire of our Lord and God for us!

What is most striking to me in this Gospel passage is the compassion of Jesus: “When the Lord saw her (a widow who had lost her only son in death) he had compassion for her.” It is an immediate reaction, on Jesus’ behalf, that he “suffers with” her (this is what the word compassion means). He feels her pain. Her sorrow becomes his own. This is our God and his love for us, that he wants to be with us in our sorrow. Even though there is much mystery to God’s allowance of suffering we must never think that the Lord is unmoved or uncaring.

I am also struck by the Jesus’ immediate response; without even being asked he performed this miracle of raising this women’s son to life, “And Jesus gave him to his mother.” Scripture is filled with passages of Jesus’ miracles yet usually most are preceded by an act of faith, or belief, on behalf of the person needing the help. However this one is slightly different, it is very personal and intimate, as Jesus suffers with her he can feel her pain and deep need. No words need to be spoken by her for Jesus to know her desire. This woman who feels so alone, even though she is surrounded by a large crowd, is no longer alone as Jesus comes to her and places her resurrected son’s hand in hers.

This woman who has not even asked for the Lord’s help has received so much of the Lord’s compassion (his intimate presence), even so, how much more will the Lord Jesus do for us if we but turn to him and ask (as the Prophet Elijah does in the first reading)? This story is also a glimpse for us of what Jesus will accomplish in all of our lives, as he restores all to himself. He will give back to us all that the world and the devil has stolen. It also shows us that we do not need to suffer alone for we have a God and Father who has a deep, personal love for each one of us, who can relate to our sufferings, and who desires to suffer with us in our woes.

As we reflect on this message today let us remember and trust in Jesus’, in God’s, love for us and not be afraid to turn to him in our sorrows and our woes. We have so much to be hopeful for in our eternal home, and we do not have to make the journey there alone. Let our prayer be, “Jesus, I trust in your love for me. Jesus, I trust in your love for me!”

1st Reading: 1 Kings 17.17-24
Psalm 30
2nd Reading: Galatians 1.11-19
Gospel: Luke 7.11-17

You are what you eat

There is an old saying, “You are what you eat.” Somehow what we eat, through the process of digestion, becomes the very stuff that we are made of; the vitamins from fruits and veggies go to making our skin and strengthen our bones while sugar, not burned off as energy goes straight on our hips or our gut as fat. This is why most people, I would say, pay attention to what they eat, making sure they receive enough proper nutrition.

So what do we think happens when we receive Holy Communion? We are receiving Jesus in his entire being, body and blood, fully human, while at the same time fully divine. And even though he comes to us in the form of bread and wine substantially it is him, and it is him whom we are becoming. Just in the same way that we consume food and it becomes a part of us, so also we become him whom we receive when we are faithful and receive him fruitfully.

How powerful is this? Perhaps you never think about it, or perhaps you do, but it is not something to be taken lightly. Jesus was rejected for teaching the Eucharist, as he put it plainly, “Unless you eat of the flesh of the Son of Man and drink his blood, you have no life in you.” (John 6:53)

Where do you stand? Do you realize the actual reality of what we are receiving? That this is not just bread and wine that we are receiving but Christ in us, our very life. Do we realize this? The second reading says it plainly, “The Lord Jesus, on the night when he was betrayed took a loaf of bread, and when he had given thanks, he broke it and said, ‘This is my Body that is for you. Do this in remembrance of me.’” Afterwards many of Jesus’ followers left him because of this teaching. When the 12 apostles were asked if they also would leave, Peter responded, “Lord to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life.” (John 6:68)

And Jesus asks us this every time we come forward to receive him. Let our “Amen” be an affirmation of Peter’s words. “The body of Christ”: “AMEN” (Yes, Lord I believe it is you! You are here! You are eternal life!) It shouldn’t just be a, “well yeah”, or head nod, as we would greet someone on the street, or even a stare, but a reception, an acknowledgement of who he is and what we are receiving!

Why do we have a sanctuary lamp? To proclaim Christ’s presence here, in the tabernacle, in the Eucharist. To say ‘this is important.’ He is truly here!

You know, my patron saint (St.Maximilian Kolbe) said, “If angels could be jealous of men, they would be so for one reason: Holy Communion.” Why is this? We receive Christ in us, slowly we are transformed into him. While the angels can be in his presence in the heavens we have the special opportunity of becoming one with him, his very life in us, transforming us.

So it is no surprise that Jesus desires to feed us, to give us his very life in us; that we might receive his Body that was handed over and his Blood that was shed. The story we hear in the Gospel today, the feeding of the five thousand, is a foreshadowing of how Christ would provide for us in the Eucharist. He desires that we would be healed and nourished by his hand and be filled with blessings overflowing. That we would have in abundance.

So let us come with reverence and awe today before his presence in the Eucharist, to receive the Lord in His Body and Blood. Let your ‘Amen’ be an acknowledgement of the value of his presence in your life and the gift that it is to you. And ask the Holy Spirit to stir in you a deeper desire for him, and to show you how your reception of communion has changed, and is changing, your life as you witness to his transforming power.

First reading:
Genesis 14.18-20

Second reading
1 Corinthians 11:23-26

Gospel
Luke 9:11-17

south & back again

It’s been a while since we have shared some photos with all of you. There has been a lot that has happened since then. Starting with our trip South to Chilliwack, for the birth of our newest son/brother, then to Kelowna and back North again. It has been a whirlwind since then, and so we’ll share some of the moments with you!

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In Prince George at the park with cousin Wyatt

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Spending time on Saltspring Island with our friends

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In the Delta Hospital, after Aliz had a febrile seizure while we were on the ferry. What a scary time, but she was such a trooper and we had much support and love from friends and family!

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At the petting zoo

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Rhino Hero! There’s always time for a few games:)

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Who knew a treadmill had other uses:)

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My 2 big helpers sorting and cartoning the farm eggs at Granny & Grandpa’s. Collecting the eggs was definitely a highlight each morning.

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Reading at bedtime with Auntie Shaleyn

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Rhino Hero has never always been this much fun! Especially with Auntie Diane!

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Chilling’ with Auntie Kayla

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Riding lessons with Auntie Shaleyn

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Archery lessons with Uncle Justin

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The beach volleyball court doubles for a sandbox

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Playing ‘My First Bohnanza’ with our second cousins

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Hike up Mt.Thom, at the ‘summit’

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Having fun with Auntie Brittney

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Easter morning at Granny & Grandpa’s

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Easter with Denise’s siblings(& their spouses) & mom & dad

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The pregnant sisters!

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“Whoa there!”

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Tobias with Granny & Grandpa

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Tobias with Grandma & Grandpa

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Kateri’s special ‘rainbow’ birthday cake

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Gianna’s special baptism cake

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Our new trailer, to haul behind the van. Our option for getting around with our luggage(rather than buying a new vehicle just yet), now that all the seats are filled in the van. It will come in handy for going camping as well:)

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The classic box fort

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Washing the vehicle at Grandma & Grandpa’s before our trip north.

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Kateri’s school project she worked on during our time away.

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We hosted some Gospel/bluegrass artists for an evening of music and testimonies.

Making things for the Atrium for Catechism classes, using the Catechesis of the Good Shepherd model; tabernacle.

Sacristy cabinet

Altar, with altar cross

Altar and lectern

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We were able to bring the rest of our bikes back up from Chilliwack, with having the trailer, and so Aliz discovered the joy of catching a ride in the bike seat and she sure enjoyed it.

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Kateri painted faces for the whole cast of Inside Out; Disgust, Anger, Fear, and Sadness(L to R)…

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… and there is Joy(on the right) 🙂

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Kateri wanted a birthday party with her friends! You can still see remnants of the face paint:)

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Ready, Set, Learn; an afternoon where the preschoolers come to Kindergarten. So we brought all the kids to Kateri’s classroom.

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“I lost my front tooth!”

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Helping daddy flip the pancakes

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Happy 2nd birthday Aliz!

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Some of our friends raise goats. These were the not-so-small baby goats.

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A treat at the Stikine Riversong Cafe. Thank you Grandma!

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Blessing the ‘Blue Door’ and our ‘Holy Door’! The Blue door is a reminder of Mary’s protection in our lives, and we pray for that protection in our comings and goings. Also, that all who enter would encounter the loving embrace of our mother Mary.

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Isaiah blessing the door, and the girls, with holy water

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Our holy water font at the door

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Chalking the door, a little late, but better late than never. We had actually put the chalk on our living room entrance at Epiphany when we did it with our church community, however we had wanted to do the blessing of the ‘blue door’ at the same time

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The three wise men, Caspar, Melchior, and Balthazar followed the star of God’s son who became human two thousand and sixteen years ago. May Christ bless our home (Christos Mansionem Benedicat) and remain with us throughout the new year. Amen

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On the beach of the Stikine River, at Glenora, for a picnic with 3 other families

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Replacing a broken window on the church

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It had been broken before we got there so it only took me a year and a half to get around to replacing it

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A hike on the ridge above town, overlooking the Stikine River, with Uncle Brandon & Auntie Anneli

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Treats at the store on our way back from the hike

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Tobias’ baptism with Bishop Hector Vila, Sunday May 22nd

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The Godparents; Diane Pakula & Brandon & Anneli Grimard

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Newly baptized, with Fr.Anthony from Sri Lanka in the background (newly arrived to the diocese)

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Supper outside, after the baptism, in the gorgeous weather

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Cake made by Diane Pakula

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Locked Up

Pentecost. If I was to sum it up in two words; FREEDOM and POWER. The disciples were gathered together, as we hear in Acts 2:1-11, and the Holy Spirit was poured out upon them. What happened to them that day changed their lives forever and changed the world (I would say that is why we are here worshipping in this church today) because they were given strength and they went out proclaiming the Lord.

The sacrament of Confirmation is our tangible sign of Pentecost today; the work of the Holy Spirit comes to completion in us as the work of baptism is completed in our lives. We receive courage and power to be true and authentic witnesses in what we say and do.

What I find most interesting today is how this reading from Acts 2 is contrasted with the Gospel reading (John 20:19-23). And specifically where and what the disciples were doing. Jesus had just been buried in the tomb and the disciples were locked behind closed doors. All of us, at some point in our lives, have also been in this place before, locked up. But the message from Acts today is about freeing us to be the people God has called us to be.

Amidst fear and pain in our lives Jesus wants to come behind our closed doors and offer us ‘Peace’. What is important to note, in this Gospel passage, is that this was Christ’s first appearance to his disciples after his death. How powerful that the first words he utters, after his sacrifice on the cross to save us all from sin, was “Peace”. And he breathes new life in to them, as God breathed on Adam to give him life at the first creation. With that breath he also commissions them with the power to forgive sins, this power that he won through his sacrifice on the cross. Ever since, this ministry has been carried out by the sacrament of reconciliation, or confession. Again, how close it must be to his heart if it was one of the first things he did after coming back from the dead. If he cared about it so much, then so should we!

As we contemplate the Holy Spirit, and especially this powerful story of how the Holy Spirit filled the disciples in such a powerful and moving way, it is easy to think that unless we experience a special feeling or perceive a supernatural phenomenon the Holy Spirit is not at work in us. However if we look to Jesus, how God became man and walked among us, we can see that he turns normal realities into channels of grace. The Holy Spirit acts in our lives powerfully in many ‘normal’ ways; through the sacraments of the Church, as we have just talked about, Baptism, Confirmation, and Confession, and also the Eucharist. Marriage is also a sacrament, Holy Orders, and the Anointing of the Sick. The Holy Spirit also acts in or lives through the preaching and the teaching of the Church’s ministers and through our own prayer and reflection on the Scriptures.

It really is an amazing gift that we have such access to tangible ways be able to live in the freedom that Christ offers though the Holy Spirit. Maybe you have never experienced the sacrament of reconciliation before or maybe it has been a long time, but I would encourage you to take some time for this. I would say, that for myself, this has been one of the biggest ways that I have encountered God’s grace and freedom in my life. When we are freed from our fears and shortfalls and close to God we have the grace and the power to be able to reach out to others in charity. And again, this was Christ’s first gift he offered to us after his death and resurrection.

The key is Pentecost. We receive the power to do the work that we need to do. If we are ready to find the Holy Spirit in our daily lives, in ordinary ways, He is there with the power for us to live in his freedom. This week let us look for opportunities to come from behind the door, from being locked up, to go out and proclaim Christ.

 

Further Scripture for reflection:

Psalm 104

1 Corinthians 12.3-7, 12-13

Pentecost Sequence:

(english translation)

Come, Holy Spirit, come!
And from your celestial home
Shed a ray of light divine!
Come, Father of the poor!
Come, source of all our store!
Come, within our bosoms shine.
You, of comforters the best;
You, the soul’s most welcome guest;
Sweet refreshment here below;
In our labor, rest most sweet;
Grateful coolness in the heat;
Solace in the midst of woe.
O most blessed Light divine,
Shine within these hearts of yours,
And our inmost being fill!
Where you are not, we have naught,
Nothing good in deed or thought,
Nothing free from taint of ill.
Heal our wounds, our strength renew;
On our dryness pour your dew;
Wash the stains of guilt away:
Bend the stubborn heart and will;
Melt the frozen, warm the chill;
Guide the steps that go astray.
On the faithful, who adore
And confess you, evermore
In your sevenfold gift descend;
Give them virtue’s sure reward;
Give them your salvation, Lord;
Give them joys that never end. Amen.
Alleluia.

 

Witness!

Today we reflect on Jesus’ ascension into heaven, his making a path for us to the Father. Something, in particular, I would like to focus on today are Jesus final word to his disciples;

“Thus it is written, that the Christ is to suffer and to rise from the dead on the third day, and that repentance and forgiveness of sins is to be proclaimed in his name to all nations, beginning from Jerusalem. You are witnesses of these things. And see, I am sending upon you what my Father promised; so stay here in the city until you have been clothed with power from on high.”

How do Christ’s words, these words that he spoke to his disciples, reach us today?

Perhaps it was easy for Jesus’ disciples to be witnesses being that they encountered all these things firsthand, but we also are called to be witnesses to these things.

What do ‘these things’ look like in our lives? I don’t think it is too much of a stretch for us. Our lives are filled with suffering here on earth. As we lose our loved ones and face the grief of loss, as we hear about tragedies (we can think of the forest fires in Ft. McMurray that have left so many with nothing), or the loss of life due to war or injustice, or even others struggling with addictions to drugs and alcohol. There are maybe even others suffering in ways that are not visible to us. These are only a few examples. Whether it is near to us or far away, death is very real to us, whether it be internal or external. But when we unite our death and suffering with Christ’s we also know that there is always resurrection; that there is always hope. We know that after death there is always life!

It is not always easy, usually impossible, for us to see this in the moment, but afterwards God’s healing hand is revealed. As, in the Gospel passage today, Jesus opened his disciples’ minds to understand the scriptures, so he reveals to us in our own time an understanding of His work in our lives through the suffering we face.

For it is by these sufferings and resurrections that we are, in time, being lifted closer to God as we also await that day when Christ will draw us to himself for eternity, where we will live with Him and the Father and the Holy Spirit for all eternity.

And this is what we are witnesses to! Christ’s words are not only for his disciples. He speaks them to us, personally, “You are witnesses of these things.”

So let us not fail to be witnesses, to share with others in word and in deed, these ways that we are experiencing the victory of Christ in our own lives. That we may proclaim with great joy our life in Christ and the anticipation of our eternal home, as the early disciples did upon returning to Jerusalem after Christ’s ascension.